The things I write about here are thoughts related to whatever I'm living at the moment of writing.
Life is awesome. I don't think I'll ever get tired of saying that.
What can I say, I made a mistake, oh so human me, and now I'm living the consequences of it. They are not very nice, I might add, but I'm fully aware that I am entirely responsible for creating this situation for myself, and as much as it sucks, I'll keep my head up high and do what I have to do to fix this with dignity and much self love. What's done is done and the past cannot be changed, only the present, which in turn shapes the future.
Of course, that is definitely no excuse to fall short of what I'm capable of producing in my life. It doesn't mean that just because I am tempted to make mistakes, that I should just go ahead, simply because I'm fine with the fact that it can happen. No, no, no. I am not blind, and I am not unaware of my thoughts and feelings and reactions. There's lots I can prevent. And some things require an extra effort... cus they might be irrationally appealing, but rationally apalling.
But thank God for honesty and intellect and friends. Really. Chopra says in The Path to Love that there's nothing wrong with finding the hero boring and the villain sexy. I think the point is in being true about it. It's awesome to witness the valuable knowledge that pure sharing can provide. I am learning so much. And enjoying this process. THANKS!
"In regard to every action one must know the result that is expected to follow, the means thereto, and the capacity for it. He, who being thus equipped, is without desire for result, and is yet wholly engrossed in the due fulfillment of the task before him, is said to have renounced the fruits of his action."-Gandhi