Look around you. Who and what surrounds you lately? Do you like what you see? Would you like to improve it? What, why, and how? Hmm...
These are things to change inside yourself first. What you live is an extension of what you experience within. Stop trying to change the outside without proper inner maintenance. If you do this, you will just continue creating the same perceived reality cus you remain the same.
You have to work on what you perceive with.
Lots of big love!