Tuesday, February 21, 2006

That You Would Be Good :P

That is precisely why I asked you to shut it. You've talked too much and you know it. But when you decided to finally do it, it was already too late. You already caused what you caused. Don't try to explain it. You don't know how anyway, without making the same mistake again. There are things that only time will tell. But I guess you finally understand that known Chopra quote, "Letting your demons run free can be very educational."

There are things you know in theory which you will simply never understand until you experience them directly. And you have, you have embodied a fool. But you said so yourself, you wanted to squeeze the last drop of that, and you did- not very gracefully, but you surely did.

It's like my psychologist friend always says, when you are in one extreme which you know doesn't work, you will jump to the other extreme until you find a balance in between. You most definitely found out what happens on the other end. You finally took that plunge. You risked crumbling down that polished image. Now you have your chance to dance to your own equilibrium. Good luck in your drift towards the middle.

Don't expect anyone's forgiveness for the distress you caused. The only forgiveness you should seek is your own. The rest belongs to the rest, and you might not ever get it.

You know I love you, flaws and all. And I know you are better than that.

13 comments:

Kiki A.Ortiz said...

There are things you know in theory which you will simply never understand until you experience them directly

:)

Anonymous said...

Jesús santisimo no me gustaria estar en el pellejo de ese pana o de esa panita.....

Chelle said...

jajajaj, eso no e na, to el mundo tiene sus cosas. ademas esa persona sabe como tomarlo.

y puedes comentar con tu nombre, no importa. :)

quico said...

Was it something I said???
:p

local wannabe said...

...sometimes its good to bite your tongue...sometimes its good to let it run...knowing when "sometime" is, well thats whats hard...

Chelle said...

slo- LOL!!! smart man! :P

low- bingo!!! hehehe. but when u don't do the right sometime, tampoco se va en blanco uno. siempre se aprende.

Xavier said...

Sorry no estaba conectado al blog, así que no salio, ahora si......

PD: Cuando vuelves a hacer eyacular nuestros oidos.......

eduardo said...

Bam!

Anonymous said...

Dream a little dream... of me ;)

Next time you can tell me about it

Chelle said...

xav- oh dios! hehe. estoy en eso, poniendo fecha... i will avisar

e- jajajja y si tu supieras ke tiene ke ver con el cumple de clau. ah y esa noche tengo un concert brasileiro, pero maybe after.

an2- jejeje. well, that's if there is a next time. one never knows... :) instead of dreaming i'll be living.

Chelle said...

OOOOOH!!!! I sure went Pinky on that one ahorita.

Yeah, maybe, jaja! Although I don't really think it's necessary... ;)

Anonymous said...

Since you didnt tell me about the dream, actually living out the dream seems like the best choice...

Chelle said...

way mi may! some things never change...