I feel as though I am a full project, a science experiment.
I have to do research about things I want to improve and learn to do better.
I create my hypotheses and try them out for theories or bull.
I am in constant development and tweaking.
I have to find out what works with me and what doesn't.
I am being constantly tested.
I have to focus on fixing separate parts, but also make sure the whole is improved.
I spend endless hours figuring out how to make it a winner.
Meanwhile this project is on eternal display, everything on real time.
And, ironically, the only judge is its Creator.